because what else were you supposed to do
wait for her to check-in at the pearly gates
just because she was your one
cigarette per day that summer
because she grinned like a slinky
could unbutton your jeans without breaking eye
contact you’re supposed to wait – some sailor’s
ghost in your desk chair – the distant creeping of
a newsfeed the crinkled
firmament beneath your skull
Sam Preminger is a trans-nonbinary, Jewish writer and publisher. They hold an MFA from Pacific University and serve as the Editor-in-Chief of NAILED Magazine. You can find their poetry in North Dakota Quarterly, Michigan Quarterly Review, Narrative, Split Lip, and Yes Poetry, among other publications. Their chapbook, Cosmological Horizons, is forthcoming from Kelsay Books (Summer 2022). They live in Portland, OR, where they’ve acquired too many house plants.
I was riveted by this title. And I wasn’t disappointed in its searing brutality. Stunning work
Good work.
This made me happy.